just a small town girl

living in a lonely world
she took a midnight train going anywhere..
don't stop believing; journey

i feel like i don't even have to put what title of that song is. it's such a classic. so favorite show of all time, SYTYCD is back on ! i'm so happy. there's a girl from rowland heights on there this season. weird. and devin [gah i know i spelled that wrong] is back ! yay (:

moving on, everyone's reminising about high school. truthfully ? i don't really feel sad or depressed. cause when it comes down to it, you're obviously going to keep in touch with those who matter. and even if some of them are moving far away, i don't believe in never seeing people again. i mean com'on, my best friend lives 995.80 miles away.

high school was an annoying time. obviously there were good times, but when i look at the big picture of the past four years, i didn't really enjoy most of it. maybe it's my synical nature or because i'm a "debbie downer" but i really did not enjoy high school. signing yearbooks does not make me sad, it excites me knowing that i won't have to deal with the stupidity of high school anymore. granted, college isn't much different [at least from what i've heard] but i won't have to deal with most of the stupid stuff. i'm convincing myself that in college it's a lot easier to avoid the stupidity.

what a rant. not a reminiscant, positive post at all. well, i'll end with something super cutesy and fun (:

tell me, did you fall for a shooting star

one without a permanent scar
and did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there?
drops of jupiter; train

okay i love this song. but the gabe bondoc version is so amazing. i think it's just because i think gabe bondoc is amazing. sigh <3 youtube crush indeed.

did not go to my senior prom. D: instead i was at home most of the day. chillin' & relaxin'. good home time. ate out with the familia and watched star trek with the father. that movie .. cute boys cute boys <3

this video .. i have not been able to stop watching it. it's amazing. fanny pak & mark kanemura <3 AND whyley yoshimura [janet jackson] so so so so good. i wish i was this amazing.

oh wongfu

you have amazed me yet again. the new david choi video is great. maybe it's just cause i love david choi AND wongfu. oh well.

people are really getting to bug me. but it's so close to the end where i'm like .. i really dgaf if you piss me off cause i'm not planning on keeping in touch with you anyway. do i suck for thinking that ? mm.. probably.

school is ridiculously pointless. the only class where i thought i might actually learn something this year has been a joke. and that's almost over. one more week. from then on it's practically movie's all day in every class. sweet. retard math swears like it's helpful. i have a 92% this semester and i've been b.s.ing everything in sight. yay me.

cheers to spending $85 on gradnight. WHAT ? no. i've been thinking of getting a dland pass since i'm going to CSUF anyway [my incentive once upon a time] so why would i spend the money to go to grad-night ? besides, i'd rather hang out with family [holy shit did i actually say that?]

today was interesting. went to coconut bay with the father to watch the laker game [cheers for not having cable]. dad & i cheered for every shot made by the rockets [well, my dad mainly yelled "YO !" and i clapped.] i think this one guy in front of our table wanted to shoot us. cheers for insanely creepy dedicated lakers fans.

WTF.

i usually enjoy beginning my updates with a quote [usually song lyrics]. but today i begin with a disturbing picture ..

i can't even say anything to this. what in the heck. -_- this ad caused me to not have anything else to update. goodbye.

i wish i had the nerve

to say that i'm never coming back
it was a fight
i cried myself to sleep
for so many nights, i can't believe
that i've grown to be a boy
with nothing to my name
except a guitar and no one else to blame
try; jesse barrera

wow. prom brings out the worst in people. i'm continually disappointed and dissatisfied with life. no going into detail. i'm done.

and the stars fell out of the sky

and my tears rolled into the ocean
now i'm looking for a reason why
you even set my world into motion
black and gold; sam sparro

i am so fucking sick of this prom shit. bahhhh i am slowly but surely giving up. by the end of the week [i actually think that's all the time i have anyway] i will have given up completely and cut my losses. i'm out $60 but i guess i'll be saving over $100 ? ugh. so much stupid stupid stupid crap going on right now. even with like my guy friends. stupid crap is pissing off everyone. -_- whatever.

so friday i saw xmen & fast and furious. not bad movies. liked xmen more, but maybe it's cause there were soooo many cute guys in xmen. ahah ! the action was pretty good too. as well as the special effects. good stuff.

i don't know what the point of me blogging was .. saturday was kind of epic fail. today was .. decent. nice weekend.

it's 11:43 and i am going to sleep. boo i'm late.