& that is why

ndge: "Yesterday at school a guy asked me out and I turned him down saying I would only go out with Darth Vader. I was about to say I was joking but he turned and walked away with out a word. Today as I left my first period classroom there was the guy in full Darth Vader costume and two light sabers. He handed one to me saying in a deep voice 'Will you go out with me?' Actually, I think I'll marry him. MLIA"

ndge: next time guy asks you out. you say this. he don't come back as darth vader, you do not date.

ndge: you either say darth vader or chewbacca

iKAH: LMFAO

iKAH: i prefer chewabacca

ndge: ditto :D

this is why she is my best friend.

dear best friend,

i was looking through my box of pictures and found these. i forgot about them! first two, from the day we hung out with celina and some other peeps at the mall. green pleather skirt @ h&m. then awkward hoochie clubbing gold dress at forever. i think you had boob dress. then i wanted to go to cue. idk if you can see the pix clearly. --------removed-------- last one is from guppy house with yearbook people. then i remember ditching --- to go pick you up to take you to tenren because you were upset with ------. i think we stuck one of cue pics with him on the table at tentren. you took it off your phone! i remember. haha. and that was when we had the failed missing wallet incident. haha. so embarrassing. but at least i'll never forget that day! :) i'm 99% sure you'll ask me if i got my ------- yet .. but the answers no! D: auntie is looking now. i should be sleeping. i miss you mucho! i hope you have a good day tomorrow! omgoodness. thunder storm. i'm scurred!! gewd nite! :) sorry this is just about as long as an essay. i just HAD to send this to you :D <33

i miss her so so so so so so so much.

regret

remember how everyone always says "live life with no regrets" and in stupid surveys when asked "do you have any regrets" everyone always answers "no never !" or something lame like that ?

everyone lives with regret. it's just a part of life. i regret liking him for as long as i did. there. i admitted it. is it really that hard ? there's obviously a lot more that i regret, but hey baby steps.